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okaaaaaaaaaaay.... so yeah... i've been pretty depresssed lately.. i dunno i guess i'm starting to feel a bit lonley... eventhough i have the few friends i ha`ve around... i dunno... it's weird.... hmmm earlier krizzy ran outa my house while we werre watching the pasion of the christ.. i guess it was bad ::shrugs:: idk... im sorry.. well im jjust gunna end this.... im intoxicated.........
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[14 Mar 2006|05:04pm] |
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okaaaay... so yeah i came out of my hole for the first time in ages.. actually went to magic last nite... the first match of the night... was my return match [havent played in months]... it was me vs joey vs steve vs zybala vs brandon vs adam... the match went on for maybe a little more than an hour... i killed off joey, then i killed off zybala, then brandon, then adam, then steve... i killed everyone alone.. quite an accomplishment considering i havent been playing that long.. but yes.. there are two more challenges i need to accomplish... bianzano & alana.. until then... let green abd black reign supreme! muhahahahahaha
[yes totally lame entry, but you know what? i dont give a fuck]
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| wow... life.. |
[06 Mar 2006|01:30pm] |
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yeah.. been a while since i've actually updated this.. lets see.. aubrey and i split towards the end of october.. we don't talk much anymore.. that kinda kills me since we were like best friends before we went out.. one of my best friends moved away to OK. and i've just recently gotten back in touch with her [hi lana!] umm.. im still working like 50 hours a week.. christmas and all that holiday shit sucked.. i fucked my back up at work, i have like a pinched ciatic nerve, fun fun... and was in a car accident not too long ago. i crumbled emotionally a while ago.. im currently trying to rebuild myself.. to who i used to be.. i used to have so much pride.. i was so resilient.. life seemed so feasible... i don't know.. im in a hole, and struggling to get out.. the fact that i don't leave my house that often anymore shows alot.. but i'll be back to my self soon enough.. i hope.
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[12 Sep 2005|01:04am] |
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alright.. well.. i guess i should really start updating this thing more often..
i don't know what's wrong with me lately. i just feel so.. sad. all the time. i guess it's because i choose to keep everything inside.. but i haven't felt anything like this since i was 16, and if you know me you know what i'm talking about.. i constantly feel like someone's standing on my chest. i can't focus on anything. and i feel like ripping myself apart from the inside.. about a year and a half ago i decided to not let shit bother me and what not, thinking i'd be a lot happier.. it's been working.. i don't dwell on shit, second guess my self, nor have i had the suicidal thoughts i used to. but i guess it's finally catching up to me. the past week and a half i've felt so sad and i don't know what's wrong with me. i just mope around all day, i choose not hang out with friends, not leave the house, not talk to anyone around me.. it's so fucked up, and i know it goes deeper than what's bothering me at the moment.. it could just might be stress.. who knows..
my dad got a huge offer from his cousin to be a co-owner of a business he's going to build in florida.. there's a 50/50 chance my family may be moving to florida by next summer, and leaving behind buffalo.. fucking everything's here.. if they go, i'm staying. i just can't up and leave everyone and everything i've come to know behind.. as much as i hate this city, i know my heart will always be here, no matter what...
another thing, my mom's going in for a nuclear stress test, where they inject dye into her and have her run on a tread mill. they're going to give her a few tests.. she had a stent put in one of her main arteries, near her heart a few years back because of a 90% blockage.. i hope these tests come out negative.. this whole thing has me feeling a little uneasy..
i just got back from a vacation, but work, is also something that could be adding to this. i average 45-55 hours a week, with about 2-3 hours of sleep a night, if i even sleep.. my insomnia has returned, which is really starting to show via the dark bags under my eyes. when i get my paycheck each week, and look back at what i did, i feel like a piece of shit. over worked and under paid.. and i know i'm only just another number out there in this world, so there's nothing i can do about it, i should just be happy i'm making a dollar more than minimum wage.. i dunno where the fuck i was going with this, i guess i just needed to vent a little bit.. i think i need mental help.
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| been a while.. |
[18 Aug 2005|10:54pm] |
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god damn.. i havent really updated this in a long ass time haha.. hmm.. i've been a working stiff lately.. pulling in anywhere from 45-55 hours a week.. i spend 99% of my spare time with Aubrey.. we just had our one year anniversary last month. it took us four long years to get where we are today and i don't regret any of it. I Love You Aubrey.. hmmm i haven't really gone to as many shows as i used to... but i will bring up the dead to fall/soa show a few months ago, cuz that was the hott shit.. other than being boring ive been taking my style of guitar playing in a new direction, which seems to be comming along pretty well.. i dunno what else to write so im just going to end here...
I Love You Aubrey.<3
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[16 Jun 2005|11:31pm] |
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why's life gotta be so complicated?
i just feel so worthless right now..
its like ive been living a lie.
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| robbed from angelo. |
[25 Mar 2005|07:00pm] |
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| this song makes me wanna destroy stuff =) |
[13 Mar 2005|11:14pm] |
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okay well.. hmmm the last month has been pretty much the same shit, work, Aubrey, and guitar haha... i don't know what to write about right now cuz im tired... im watching southpark, and mr. garrison, is getting a sex change operation, eeeewww... the other night me and Aub went over to Andy's house and me and him jammed... he's so fucking good, i suck haha, but later on we moved down into the basement, where we started to get something going, but then we had to go cuz Aub had to be home, damn jew w/ a curfew, haha.. southpark- cartman; "jew's can't play basketball"... ew mr. garrison is a woman.. wtf, wtf, wtf... ew.. talking about he cant wait til he gets his first period... wtf.. southpark is sick.. hmmm i want to buy devil may cry 3, and the new sonic the hedgehog game, and a new guitar, and a half stack, and i dunno.. i'm a loser.. im just going to end this herr.. peace.
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[04 Feb 2005|11:34pm] |
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wow, i havent updated in a while... heh.. im still alive.
i've been really busy with work. damn them. i have a shitload of hours, cant complain though, i love money...
my newyear's was good, stayed at the adam's mark downtown with Aubrey, we had quite a nite, [check out her journal for january 1st, if you really care]..
hmm... life has been pretty much the same i guess..
there's a few of us [NYWC] who are thinking about starting a band. i think it's be pretty cool.. me and Aub have been working on some stuff haha, the next white stripes.... but yeah, im done with this update..
ill try to keep this updated as much as possible from now on.. peace.
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| yeah... an update.. cool. |
[26 Dec 2004|12:07am] |
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alright...
my birthday was on november 12th... so yeah, wooo, i've been 19 for about a month and a half... hmmm... i cant really remember much else from the past few weeks because i have neglected to update my journal..
lately i've been working a shitload of hours.. bringing in a few hundred a week at work... finally bought myself the ren and stimpy box-set.. im finally pimping the fuck outa my room haha, after all these years.. damn, pathetic... ahh well...
my cousin andrew robbed $800 from me on thanksgiving, that motherfucker is gunna catch it... he has suddenly dissapeared.. cant find the little bitch anywhere.. but when i do see him on the streets, im fuckin his shit up..
me and Aubrey are going stronger than ever.. we keep getting closer, and every moment with her is just so perfect... she completes me.. i wouldn't be able to live without her.. she is what keeps me going... I Love You Aubrey...
X-MAS... yay!
alright.. i got my sister a softball mit, and some nice earings, i got my mother an expensive gold chain, some perfume and an Eric Moulds jersey, i got my father the scarface 2nd anniversery dvd, the godfather trilogy box-set, cologne, and a Drew Bledsoe jersey... i tried to hook them up this year... my sister got me a dvd player, and a portable cd player.. my parents got me a NOICE shiney silver expensive link chain, a prepie-looking shirt [which for some odd reason i like].. two nice pears of jeans, a black zip-up hoodie, a pair of work boots, pajama pants [yay!]...
i got Aubrey a nice silver chain with a black heart charm, the edward scissorhands dvd, and a blue reindeer stuffed animal.. she got me the mothafuckin spiderman hand thingy that shoots the webs and these little rockets, the glove is a little small, but i WILL fix that, cuz this toy is so fucking cool.. make fun of me if u want, but i feel like a little kid again, I AM SPIDERMAN! hehehehehehe... im such a dork.. she also got me the spiderman electric toothbrush i wanted, and a $20 gift certificate for record theater...
after we all exchanged gifts and stuff at my house, we all went to my aunt debbie's house... Aub seemed to get along with/like my family alot... it was good times... good times indeed... me and my cousin TJ had a little jam session in his room... i got two cool shirts from my aunts, $20 from uncle t, and $50 from poppi.. so all in all i made out pretty good this x-mas, heh.
this holiday season has been a great one... merry x-mas to everyone!
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[07 Nov 2004|10:48pm] |
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alright.. i havent updated in a while... lets see.. ive been working almost everyday. as usual. bringing in a few hundred each week.. been working, and chilling with Aubrey, that about sums up what ive been up to for the past few weeks. haha..
friday night Aubrey had to work and Jesus told me the night before that Now In Stores was playing xtreme wheels, so i decided to give Zybala a call and see what he was doing. i only worked six hours so i had a shitload of energy still, and i drank three fucking red bull. Zybala then picked me up, we got to xtreme wheels one song into Now In Stores' set, and that's when the red bull began to kick in. i just started getting all psycho and hitting everything that moved on that floor, i finally danced during a breakdown [last time i did was Atreyu like 6 months ago].. i just straight up tore it up and whooped Zybala's ass around while i did it, Neo was also there... Jesus was a little rambunctious as well, but sadly he did not hold up to the expectations i held.. after N.I.S. played, choas for chaos played. the one guitarist is the dude that Aub knows from school, with the mohawk. they were alright.. during the intermissions of corse were the homosexual orgies with me all over the place.. haha.. later on Labotomy played.. im begining to like them, ive seen them wtice and they put on a pretty good show.. i also moshed for them and cfc.. after the show was finished, jesus brought up how i wore a Now In Stores shirt and came to the shows, but i wasnt in the crew so i got inducted into the N.I.S. crew, i said no fucking nut shots and at the end Ryan taps my balls, shit fuckin hurt! i had my black pants on.. oy.. anyways.. dropped off Neo went to mighty taco later on with Zybala, then to chill with Brandon, Nina, and Alana.. then went home slept and worked all fucking day saturday.. ehh.. got home and fell to sleep.. i was going to go to the ETID show but that didnt happen.. just like the Bleeding Through/Himsa/It Dies Today show today, but i don't really care about that one because i spent the day with Aubrey, so that was good, her famly is.. interesting, hahaha.. weird, but very fun and entertaining....
quote of the day:
[comercial for BEN-GAY comes on.]
Me: "BEN-GAY.. how long?"
Aub: "That's a day joke!... Mom! Mike's telling Dad Jokes!"
Aub's Mom: "Yeah but your father isnt that funny"\
Me: "yeah and im funny as hell!!!!!"
[all laugh hysterically]
good times... good times indeed... i shall try to update this a little more often... im outa here.. I Love You Aubrey.. see you tomorrow.
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| [dun.. dun.. dun..] CARNAGE! |
[14 Oct 2004|11:49pm] |
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alright.. wow.. it's been quite a while.. ill just run off a list of what i can remember about the past few weeks...
-Aubrey's Birthday Party: alot of friends showed up, crazy times, backyard wrestling, metal, and food/water fights.. madd humpage later on in the night on jesus [you know you liked it]... the only part about aub's party i didnt like was when adam showed up. he ended up being madd annoying, and a really big douche bag. ah well.. it was still a good party..
-slept over aubs a few times.. been spending most of my time at her house, whenever im not working.
-i've gone to a few shows... most recent were saturday and sunday for N.I.S., major humpage and rapage... ryan cannot handle this! [roflmao]and then wednesday for dead to fall, which was also phaetasm's last show.. they fucking took the stage and rocked the fuck out harder than i have ever seen them rock out before... tony from sons of azrael filled in on the other guitar.. phaetasm went out with a huge bang.. they will be missed very much. they really had something great going... it's sad to see them go... later on was dead to fall it was fucking crazy as fuck... the place was fuckin insane... i got hit in the head alot. haha.. my dumb ass was up at the stage.. people kept crushing me and aub.. ehh ah well.. it was still a good show... zybala sucks, he ditched me.. asshole...
so yeah... im tired and need to go to sleep... ive been working alot of 10 hour days. ehh.. sucks.. but hey, it's money... peace.
i love you aubrey. <3
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[19 Sep 2004|11:41pm] |
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today was great. i went to aubrey's house around 1:30, she made me catch that bus because the next one wasnt comming until like three i guess, so i rushed, she said i could shower at her house, so i got to the bus stop and cought it... when i got there we were alone for a while so yeah. heh heh. it's not that damn hard to move an air mattress across the floor. hahaha.. anyways i took a shower and me and aub were off to burger kind, haha.. we ate, then went to record theater, and i ended up spending about $100 on cd's.. i got aubrey two sneaker pimps cd's and i got myself ETID - "the burial plot bidding war" which i already had a while ago but havent seen it in almost a year.. and i bought four other cd's which were just recently released...
in flames - "soundtrack to your escape"
[it's alright, but they seem to be missing something]
atreyu - "the curse"
[it's pretty decent, somewhat different from their other stuff]
martyr ad - "on earth as it is in hell"
[fucking sweet... gotta love them BREAKDOWNS! goddamn!}
dead to fall - "villainy & virtue"
[simply fucking orgasmic!.. this cd sends chills down my spine, makes the hair on my body stand up, and is just an all around amazing album.. i can't stop listening to it, heh.]
later on we went back to aub's house and listened to each of the cd's.. after that we began to watch 50 first dates, but then aub's mom was ready to drive me home so i had to leave, which i didnt want to do because i already began to miss aubrey the second i found out i was going home... i just love her so much.. it hurts to leave.
im home now.. listening to dead to fall over and over, because it's just that damn great. haha.. well im tired, i think im going to go to sleep... got another day with aubrey tomorrow hehe, can't wait to see her..
i love you aubrey.
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| im tired... but here's an update. |
[17 Sep 2004|11:03pm] |
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my graudation party was saturday, good turn out.. i met cousins i never knew i had.. everyone seemed to have their own area in my back yard, i had the deck, where me, aubrey, alana, zybala, adam bo's, lesley, bianzano, and squeeks chilled... krizzy showed up a little later for a few minutes, ryan stopped by too.. hmm.. i cant really remember that much from my party, all i know is i got alot of money and blew it all at guitar center two days later haha...
hmmm.. the last week has been complete hell. i mean i know i asked for it, but goddamn... i've been such a working stiff it isnt even funny... i have damn near 50 hours in this week, thats about twenty more than usual.. i dont really care though because im gettin paid. woo.. but yeah, wednesday i worked 10 hours, came home, Aub was waiting for me, i changed and danny came and picked us up, then we got talis, and we all went up to xtreme wheelz for the norma jean/throwdown/evergreen terrace show.. we got there.. seen the guys from now in stores, jesus, alana, andrew stevens, krizzy, hollie, derrick, neo, amanda, and later on zybala showed up.. but yeah, the show was fucking amazing. i was dead tired and didnt feel like dancing or moshing, but somehow it ended up happening, and i ended up getting pretty fucked up, i got a finger in the eye i think, idk, something hit my eye, my eye watered up, and i thought tears were rolling down my face, i went to wipe them away and it was blood... comming from my fucking eye! i was like jesus christ dude!.. i dunno.. all i have to say is it was one of the best shows ive gone to in a while.. heh. it was intense... anyways, i got home, went to bed, woke up, worked 9 1/2 hours, came home, and ended up being so exhausted i could barely move... but i ended up getting dragged outa my house by my friend mike o from work and his brother carl..
long story short - carl is an idiot,[22 year old, extremely immature] tried to set me on fire with a bottle of axe and a lighter... then almost killed us at a gas station, we were pulled up to a pump, and he was smoking a cigarette and was about to flick it, his brother mike told him to put it out in his hand cuz we were at a gas station, so he does... not even 30 seconds later, he gets outa the ca, lights his lighter and starts spraying axe all over the place, flames everywhere... he could've killed everyone in a 5 block radis! wtf... so we scream at him, get him back into the car... and i said "you like to play with fire huh?" and he goes "yeah im a little pyro!" so i steal the bottle of axe from him, spray him in the face, spray my hand, set my hand on fire and bitch smacked the shit out of him, while my hand was on fire, which in turn caused his face to catch fire..
TODAY: i worked six hours, then went over aub's... her and her dad finally broke me in with amy's place, which i really enjoyed, very much. it was really different and i really liked the atmosphere there.. also say this place nexzt door to amy's i never noticed before, a guitar shop.. gotta check it out sometime. after that we went back to aubs and her, me, and her parents watch rosemary's baby, which i didnt get to finish watching because i had to catch the last bus at 10:05... but yeah.. i fell to sleep on aub for like 15 minutes, i couldnt help it i was just so tired.. but throughout the nite i just kept staring into her eyes. i didnt see aub for one day, but to me it felt like weeks, even months.. i love her so much. i love this feeling..
I LOVE YOU AUBREY!
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| wow long time-no update |
[01 Sep 2004|11:55pm] |
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okay since my last update..
i've started chilling with alana on a regular basis, which is a very good thing, she's one of the few who really know me, and knows how to have fun...
ive been chilling with adam bo's, zybala, and alana [and sometimes aubrey] alot, we usually go to putt putt and hang out in the arcade and play games, and z-man believe's he can tear it up in DDR, which i doubt to the fullest extent ::cough:: you suck ::cough::..
the N.Y.W.C. has been established.. we're so lame, haha.
Aubrey and i have been spending alot of time together, but that will soon change, because she is waiting on a call from rite-aid, about a job, which if she gets, her hours will be like totally opposite of mine during the day, add that into college and i will hardly see her anymore, which really kills me, because i wish i could be with her 24-7. my love for her has grown so much over time, and even more so since we began going out.. we plan to get married, and get an appartment together, but in time..
here's a list of what i've been up to..
-working alot.
-bought an inuyasha flag type thing
-bought a huge tri-gun poster
-went to Aubrey's family reunion ::cough:: jew convention ::cough::
-slept over Aubrey's twice [her parents love me, yay!]
-quit deadly harvest, because well.. they suck.
-im looking to start up my own band, need some talent though.
-havent really gone to any show's.. gotta start doing that.
-GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL! [after all the bullshit]
-i have a graduation party comming up soon.
-i recently talked to tony bianzano, we're gunna start chillin again.
-marky and derrick are starting up the smackdown league for smackdown 5 [bout damn time, it came out almost a year ago!]
-here's a shocker.... I QUIT SMOKING.
so yeah... um go me.. woooo. im outa here, time to go to sleep, and get up for work in the morning, then come home and see my Aubrey. because i cannot wait to see her, i miss her so much, i havent seen her in a whole day, it seems like weeks to me though.. i love you Aubrey, with all my heart.
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yesterday was a shitload of fun... went to work and whatever... got home and decided to see if Alana wanted to chill, so yeah, tried to get ahold of Zybala, couldnt, but Neo and Selena called me, and wanted to meet up and chill, so i told them to meet me on ontario, and from there we were going to go get Alana... but i guess Zybala had a car full of people and was looking for me, and Adam was on his way to my house, so he got in, they went to my house, my sister told them i was on my way to Alana's house, so they went there, she was waiting out front for me, so she got in the car and they went looking for me, i got to Alana's house and started up the stairs, and they pulled up right then, so i ran down and attacked her. i miss her. havent seen her in forever... so yeah we all fucked around and shit, me and jeff almost killed each other, haha. but yeah.. we went to zybala's girlfriend tricia's work [pizza hut] for food, but no one was hungry so we left and went to putt putt, and played in the arcade, had some crazy times, and me and Alana took some gangster pictures in the picture booth thing... later on we left and just started driving around aimlessly.. eventually we went to mcdonalds around 10:30ish, got free strawberry milkshakes with crushed oreos in them, they were great... later on we dropped people off and what not, Alana was the last to be dropped off, all three of us attacked her with hugs and kisses.. im glad she had a good time, because she really needed it.. but yeah after that, Zybala dropped me and Adam bo's off, and he wanted to go to 65 to talk... we talked for a while, he gave me a 2 page note he wrote me, and left.... i dont even want to get into what the note said... im just going to end this entry here... i have to go to work..
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| update... of a wooo-ish week |
[07 Aug 2004|12:40am] |
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woooo, an update. heh.. okay well monday i ended up not going to school because i didnt wake up on time.. my parents and sister went to my uncles house and aubrey came over. when she got here, we sat in my re-aranged dining/front room [my house us kinda under construction, lol].. and watched tv for about five minutes, asking each other what they wanted to do, lol.. we ended up going upstairs into my room... we looked into each other's eyes, and just knew what we were going to do... i closed my window, put down the blinds, and turned on the radio... then TROJAN MAN! [lol]... our first time.. i dunno, it was just... simply orgasmic. hehehe.. yeah, we went for a while, then after we were done, we just kinda looked at each other and laughed, it was a "wow.. i cant believe we just did that" kinda laugh... but anyways we got cleaned up and stuff, then went back into my room and laid on my bed holding each other, looking into each other's eyes, and smiling, until eventually we fell to sleep.... we woke up a while later, kissed each other hello. but then idk what happened... outa nowhere aubrey says "wanna go again?", so im like "alright!" and we went again lol.... it was so great.. and we didnt fuck. we made love.. we couldnt stop smiling afterwords.. anyways we went downstairs, and had messages on my computer from krizzy so i went over there to see what was up... she said something about frank wanting to kill himself and shit... but later on she said he couldnt cuz he had to go to work. lol... but yeah, aubrey dyed krizzy's hair, then mine, red.. i went over mine with black yesterday at aubrey's house, but krizzy's came out really really good.. hott stuff yo!... but yeah we had to get to the bus stop... so we started walking, and we ended up seeing adam bo's.. we chilled at the stop, and said goodbye.. went home, chilled with adam for a little bit, then went to sleep....
tuesday.. i was at work, and aubrey, mom and dad came into guercios around threeish, as soon as i saw them, i was like, "yo im taking my lunch break" lol... we went in the back, i had no sandwich made so i had to eat 2 cookies lol.. but yeah we went back there cuz we were looking for sammy so he could meet aubrey, because he's been wanting to meet her for the longest time.. he comes outa nowhere and hug-attacks aubrey lmfao... and went on about how it was like meeting britney spears for the first time after hearing so much about her, and he was friggen spazzing.. then they both just started staring at me, and uh.. yeah.. weird. lol... so i sat with auby in front of the store on the steps, and we just talked and stuff... and before we knew it i had to go back to work, and she left, only to later be dropped off at my house a few hours later, yay!... madd people were over, little kids everywhere, everyone was in the backyard all day so me and aubrey just went upstairs, lit some incense, and we kinda, ya know... twice again! lmfao. my mom yelled up a couple of times to see what were doing... me- "listening to the radio!" aubrey- "watching tv!"... lmfao.. my mom didnt notice though, because she was friggen drunk, along with all the adults who were in my backyard.. but yeah... me and aubrey just cuddled, and talked about alot of random shit , and tried to get every moment in together... at 9:30 krizzy came running up my stairs, lol, and told aubrey tricia was waiting in front of my house, so aub got ready... learned how to walk again [roflmao], and we went downstairs, and aubrey left, because she was sleeping over tricia's house....
wednesday.. band practice... boring day, nothing fun.
thursday.. went to work, got picked up from work by aubrey and mom.. but when they first got there, i had to show them the fucking PURPLE califlower, goddamned purple califlower, wtf? i've never seen that shit before, it was just so... fascinating, i dunno why... but yeah, lol, g4 ended up seeing them, and of corse trying to talk to him. goddamned middle aged horn-dog.. i dont like that fucker, he tried to get me fired, a while back... well anyways we were finally finished closing up the stort... so we went to aubrey's house. i took a shower, and aub gave me a shirt, because i got rotten potato on it and it was so nasty... but yeah anways.. aubrey's hair is so fucking hott, the color is amazing, it's like a redish tint, with black, i love it hehe.. so that ment i had some dying to do, because ive been meaning to dye my hair black since i got it cut [in april], so yeah terran came over, and the three of us went to dollar central, which was closed, so we went to cvs and got it, went back to aubrey's house, and began.. we really made a mess of aub's upstairs bathroom, we kinda got black everywhere, me and aub were freaking out and shit trying to clean it up, she started cutting the dyed pieces outa the rug, and i kept trying to scrub it off of the floor, lol, i guess terran went downstairs and told aub's mom about it and she wasnt mad.. so that's cool... but yeah, it came out hott, my hair owns, heh.. me and aub look so fucking hott together, heh, be jealous!.. but yeah later on i had to go, so we went to the stop... said i love you, kissed goodbye, and when i got on the bus the bus driver, was going on and on about how me and aub look good together, and how cute aubrey is, heh, friggen lesbo bus-driver, hahaha.. hey aub now u know how it feels to get hit on by the same sex! so ha!..
friday- yeah, today was alright i guess, went to work and what not, got picked up and went straight to aubrey's house, as soon as i got there, we chilled for a minute or two, then left cuz terran had to buy stuff cause i guess he's going to camp or something.... but yeah, he went home to babysit, and me and aub went to her house and chilled around and watched some silent films, most were Buster Keaton. i like his films, they're really interesting, confusing, and dramatic, good stuff.. but yeah we really didnt do much, we sat around and watched movies. it may be boring to some people, but it was alot of fun. me and aub just held eachother the whole day, it was great... but yeah, i had to catch the bus home, it came quicker than usual, which sucks... i miss her so much already.. ehh, i gotta work 10 hours tomorrow, it sucks... oh well.. it's money.. i love you aubrey! i'll always love you! forever.
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(x) SMOKED POT
(x) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) RODE IN A TAXI
(x) BEEN IN LOVE
(x) BEEN DUMPED
( ) SHOPLIFTED
( ) FIRED
(x) BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
( ) SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
( ) BEEN ARRESTED
( ) MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
( ) MADE OUT WITH MORE THAN 1 PERSON AT A TIME
( ) STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
( ) CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIMES SQUARE
(x) GONE ON A BLIND DATE
(x) LIED TO A FRIEND
( ) HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
( ) CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
( ) BEEN TO EUROPE
( ) SKIPPED HIGH SCHOOL CLASSES
(x) BEEN TO A PRO FOOTBALL GAME
(x) CRIED AT A PARTY
(x) HAD A NOSEBLEED
( ) FALSELY TOLD SOMEONE I LOVE THEM
( ) CHEATED ON SOMEONE
(x) BEEN A VICTIM OF UNREQUITED LOVE
(x) CRIED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE
( ) PLAYED CHINESE FIRE DRILL
( ) GONE SKINNY DIPPING
(x) BROKE SOMEONE'S HEART
yeah.. i suck.. eh...
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